Even if God does not exist, he is a metaphor to speak about the contradictions of life. The struggle for oblivion. The war in the name of solitude. The desire both for his non-existence and for one's own. Even if God does not exist, he is a way to explain the limitations of an era or a society. An individual persecuted for foolish, banal, or non-existent reasons. An individual who finds the strength to fight against all others. And if he does not win through good, he wins through indifference. Even if God does not exist, there will always be a feeling of approaching or distancing from them. There will always be the sensation of first passion or absolute solitude. There will always be infinite things, not only between heaven and earth, but also between God and the Devil, between truth and lies, between man and woman, between life and death. There will always be infinite things between that which exists and that which does not exist. Such things neither exist nor do not exist; they are merely a potentiality, a will, or a desire. Even if God does not exist, I believe I can approach him in a moment of daydream or madness, when I believe I have created him or that I am him. Even if God does not exist, I believe I can approach him in a moment of pure pleasure or ecstasy, almost lysergic or sensual. God allows me to see evidence of his existence when I experience the deepest solitude without any suffering or when I approach oblivion.